from the cheap seats...

i/fight temptation/silent/atheist/prayer/on foggy/tranquil/nites like this/want/to scream/and tear/at you/with teeth sharp/from words/want to say/incarceration/inside/a suffering/soul/get a little high/scratch/beneath the skin/blood/under black/fingernails/you're an itch/i can't get rid of/faked it every time/baby boy/so weak/of passion/couldn't make/me come/inside these sheets/shivering/waiting/infinitely/tremors/deceptions/enough to make/a girl cry//saliva/stained with nicotine/i was floating/on clouds/and swimming in semen//black eyeliner/sumdged/down to my cheeks/ took pills/and hits/salvation/i claim sactuary/bliss/in dreams/as far from real/as i can be/intrigue/believe me/strangulatioin/satisfies/gasping for breath/between choked sighs/boredom/cynicism/pessimism/don't worry/i won't/fall apart